WHAT'S A GIRL GOT TO DO TO BE ALONE?? part 2

*read part 1 first*

2010 - Back to being the juniors again, Form 1 in SMKBBSL. The subjects multiply. And finally (sorta) wonderland  again. It’s a little bit more xciting as I’m so much farther than my sis like different school further. Mwahahaha.

2011 - Form 2 and guess who’s my junior-my sis. What’s more ‘fun’, we’re both KRK students. This is where the doom practically starts. Back in 2010, when I need to go wee wee, I’ll just get out of the teacher’s room (my secret lair,hahahaha) and walk down the hallway to the toilet. Now in 2011,  for the first time ever, I’ve  to actually make a plan. It really feels like you’re on a secret mission to the ‘toilet’. The time, weather, traffic, busy-ness, teachers, students, all of them is the important aspects of my plan. I mean seriously, it’s no fun to go to the toilet when you’re being stop for at least twice (that’s only to the toilet but when going back to the teacher’s room is another twice).

There will be tons of question : “eh, farizah. X balik lagi”

                                                “eh, ko kakak farihah kan?”  and again

 “dia nilah farizah, kakak farihah”   while others

“weh, farizah lah tu”  then ran away(I’m still puzzled though)

                                                “farizah, mak awak mesyuarat eh. Sini jap tolong cikgu”

                                                “ha, awak tolong cikgu anta buku ni dekat kelas ….”

2012 - PMR, baby! It’s stressful when u get a very fun history teacher and keeps saying “SM3 lagi terer, pandai dari SC3” (no offense). Even more stressed when u have to watch out 24/7. And also the ‘budak KRK sombong, x nak ckp dgn budak petang’.  Now, there is a whole lot of people know me as the ‘anak cikgu’. The funny thing was my mum always asking me, “ada budak kacau awak x, budak yg kls belakang2 ibu ajar 2, kalo ada ckp dgn ibu tau”.  That is the reason why I like to be in my secret lair (teacher’s room) all the time or the library doing my duty that is every Wednesday.

2013 - I’m in the upper form, the so-told-fake-honeymoon-year, Form 4. Well, it’s juz got worser every single day until the date  8 March 2013, that is my last school day in SMKBBSL (really sad). Without telling no one, on the 11 March 2013, I’m officially a SESERI student. So sad leavin’ but at least I’m alone without my sis, in a new school, a new friends, new ‘overdose’ sensitive teachers and a new environment.

DECEMBER 2013 -  My sis has got her PMR results. I’m feeling neutral, nothing much. Then right after that day, a DREADFUL PHONE CALL.  I got outta bed with my mum said “ angah, good news 23 dis angah ada interview”  and guess  WHERE IS IT???  At , (ouuhh, this is so hard for me to take in), the interview is at SESERI.

That’s it, my dreams gone. All my life I’ve been stuck to my sis, but when I get the chance being far, it will not last long. And now, I thought being in a boarding school will actually give me the opportunity to be FAR from my sis for a fat 2 years….  My dream is in the hand of the decision whether she succeed or not in the interview… WHY?? WHY?? WHY??