TO ALL MY FRENZZZ...

BACA SAMPAI HABIS SAMPAI JUMPA THE END

Assalamualaikum….Hello….Hey….Anyeong (sorry if I spell it wrong).

When u’re reading this, meaning u hv open the gift I sent. Okey… so you must be wondering. X de keje ke Fa ni, dok tulis mende alah ni. Well… I’ve certainly bnyk keje sebenarnye but I can’t put aside my friends right??? (cewah!). So, I know that I wouldn’t be able to be around u guys, as I’m far away (far sgt). I juz wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY, dang girl u’re 17. X tau lah bila mende ni nak smpi dkt tangan korang so kalo besday korang dh lps, maaplah ye!!!. So HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.  Okey. That’s the first thing that I wanna say (yup! I have lots of things 2 say). Firstly, aq nak menyusun 10 jari runcing aq ni sbb aq rasa aq still bersalah pasal the Monday taun lepas yg aq dh blah dari Sg. Long. Ain, aq tau ko agak cuak bila aq dtg lmbt sbb kan aq slalunye yg terawal . well, sorry. Next, aq nak mintak maaf jgk, if dalam masa aq dh pindah ni, aq ter’ignore’ korang. But we still get  to hang out, although it’s always the same, u know movies. X pe jgn risau nanti lepas SPM, kite hang out lagi jauh eh,eh,eh!. Ooooohhh, since I’ve said it, finally the three letter that most of us are afraid, S.P.M. wow!!! The exams of our life. To ain,sya,nurin, GOOD LUCK achieving that 10A+. not to be mean as I only take 9 subjects, but if u achieve it, it’s a proof  that u’re so much better than me. And to my ‘asrama’ friend, syira, truly aq x tau ko amek bape subject, yelah ko kan skola top ,TGB. That’s okay, __ A+.  To my ‘asrama’ and the only sbp(ians) that I know, fatin, I tink u take 9 subjects like me, cuz u’re in the science stream. Tapi x tau lah kalo ko ada add subject ke x, sbb ko kan sbpi. Gud luck to you. Senang citer gud luck kat sume!!!! Okey, the crucial thing dah cakap… now, aq skali lagi nak mintak maaf, manalah tau sepanjang ‘pemergian’ aq ni, ada terluka kan korang. Aq x tau kenape, and sama ada korg perasan x. but I’ve change a little bit (for the better, of kos). So, aq nak mintak maaf awal2, kalo u don’t like the new me. Tapi x de lah new mane pun, aq still ‘gila’kan Cody Simpson.hahaha. so, I was juz wondering, how’s ur life??? Mencabar kan, aq pun rasa mende same, lagi2 dkt skola ni. Fuhhh… dh rasa mcm (big time)rushing jew. Tapi x pe, jgn rirau, buat korang yg x masuk asrama, well gud 4 u. cukuplah 3 orang je dalam kalangan kita ni yg merasai pahit getir asrama… x de lah, aq main2 jew. Life dekat asrama bagi aq is a mix of fun, nerve-wrecking, sad, happy, mad, regret, nice and lots more. Dia macam rasa ‘neutral’ sbb dh bercampur dah those ‘acidic’ and ‘alkali’ feelings. Sometimes, aq ada jgk rindu suasana Sg. Long, aq pun x tau knape maybe bcuz aq dh 3 year quarter, dekat situ kowt. Cikgu2 pun dh mcm kawan. Example, cikgu dazilah, aq ingat lagi kita slalu je lepak dekat bilik pj 2, konon tolong cikgu tapi sambil gossip and joking around. Tapi, cikgu dazilah dah pindah, agak sedih lah. Hhhmmmm… apa lagi, aq rindu. Oh yes, the fact that kitew je yg slalu bising and #havoc dalam kelas. That was fun. Aq kat sini x de jadi mcm 2, sbb sume jenis masuk kelas je ngantuk tahap babeng. Tambah pulak dengan cikgu dye yg sumpah ‘overdose’ sensitive.Conclusion is, there is things yg sg. Long ada but skola aq x de and vice versa. Aq penah gak terbayang kalo aq ada superpower, aq akan combine the great thing from sg. Long and my skool so that it will be perfect at every turn. Tapi kan, nobody’s perfect, so no school’s perfect. Fatin n syira, rilek, aq x leave korang lagi, so utk korang, 1 je aq nak ckp, juz wait for my flyers. Finally, flyers is relevant to me. Classmates aq slalu ask aq x beli ke. Then dyeorg sedih dgr bila aq ckp “aq sorang je dak sbp, kawan aq lagi sorg 2 pun mrsm”. Sbb dyeorg sume ada rmi kawan sbp then dyeorg compare lak aq dgn adik aq yg hot sbb slslu je nama dia di’announce’ amek flyers. BTW, SPEAKING OF KAD RAYA, I TINK ALL OF YOU OWE ME ONE EACH, RIGHT???. Tup2, aq dpt flyers, siap ask aq lagi how’s Cody and x sabar nak merasa nasi minyak. Well, kalo aq kawen dgn Cody pun, bukan nasi minyak yang akan di serve, of kos sumting more special. Mwahahaha. Relax guys aq x kan kawen pun dgn Cody, x leh ah bnyk competition (sbb aq dh mencipta 2 orang lagi dormmate aq utk jadi peminat Cody J ) plus he has a girlfriend already, the beautiful Gigi (bukan teeth eh, nama orang). Nak kawen dgn mat saleh pun x leh kerana bak kata nurin “ x leh, dia x sunat”.  But kalo kawen dgn mat saleh yg islam, boleh kan? Hehehehe.  Chillax, aq x kan ada boyfriend nye, cuz I’m in girls school, I didn’t meet boys everyday. While u guys, korang mmg ada potential ada boyfwen. Nurin x yah citer lah kan. Syira well ko pun mesti ada kan. Smgt bgtau aq kekasih hati ko yg pas kan flyers aq dkt ko… Plus, aq dh berjanji dh dgn diriku boyfriend time university. X main lah, time2 SPM ni. Lol!!!. I am super proud of all of you. Kita sume skrg dh busy sgt dah, ada responsibilities yg besar as we’re the seniors of the school.  I’m juz super excited bile lepas SPM nanti, walaupun kita belum hadapinya.  I’m looking forward to work part-timely dgn korang, (which mcm x de harapan sbb mak aq mcm x kasi aq keje , dia kata blaja ngaji, masak, jahit n stuff ) tapi x pe nanti aq rebel ckp nk keje…I’m looking forward 2 is to travel!!!!! Since kita baru je 17 turning eighteen time lepas SPM, kite g dalam Malaysia je lah. (ni lagi bapak besar nye dream giler). Senang citer, we should really hang out, lepas SPM. Well, aq rasa smpi sini je lah nukilan aq. Aq tau korang mesti penat membaca luahan hati, serta ke’merepek’ans  aq ni. Well, u should be expecting this, though cuz we do not see each other every day, right??? Well, hope u guys like the little presente that I give.

love all of you to the moon and back to the earth crust to the sky fall back to the ground up to the sun straight to the galaxy and never gonna return......... (yup, u read it right, my love for u guys is literally bouncing .hahahaa).

p/s: if u wanna give me a birthday present, juz get me one of Cody Simpson : Welcome To Paradise My Journey. It will mean so much to me. Well, juz kidding, our friendship is the best present.

THE END

EVOLVE

so recently, other his brand new single "Surfboard". cody also in the DWTS. see how he evolve to be so much better.

its amazing of how cody's gf gigi hadid are not jealous of seeing him dancing with other gorl.

 i agree love the moonwalk..

SG. LONG

okey, so this is epic. i was at sg. long just now learning witha full school uniform on. yup... for people who didn't know me, they will think i'm a freshie, but infact i'm not.

get to meet ain, sya n fina. other than learning i also get to catch up all the stories and gossip about sg. long.

to all my friends :

(maleh nak tulis balik).........

seriously, its not enough pun tadi masa. ternyata a length of 1 year although its sound sekejap its not.  if anything can happen in juz one sec then surely a lot can happen in 1 year....

HAZE....

the haze is killing me. everyday i'm sweating like a pig even at night. it's already 3 days i've been sleeping on the floor cuz it's a little bit cooler.

the fun part is our prep has been cancel. so it's kinda like a 'perintah berkurung' in the dorm. well. it's fun but at the same time it's making me sick. why?? bcuz no prep equals to stay in the dorm equals to the dorm will be messy seriously. and i can't stand it. seeing all the stuff being throwed on the bed. pain....

the best part was when the warden make a surprise visit to the dorm. yup, the warden will scream like crazy. but i'm like immune to it and don't feel the pang as i'm not the one who did all the messy things.

A KARMA DEBATE

i was accidentally choose to enter the interhouse debate. and trust me it's hard. actually i'm not that qualify but bcuz of ry who stick with this : i'm in if farizah enter it too. so i was actually dragged by ry.

we actually have to compete for 3 round before going to final. trust me all of the speakers including myself has zero xperience. i also do think it's a karma. why?? bcuz i still remem ber the last day i was in sg. long i had met with pn. sumita to say that i will be in the debate team. we actually had a meeting with the rest of team to discuss the motion and stuff. being so bad and guilty, the next 3 days after the meeting. i called pn. sumita saying i could make it as i've transferred to sbp. and i think it was acrucial time as it's like about one or 2 weeks away from the competition.

well. karma right.... its like i flee off just like that.

back to the future. the motion for every round is hard. first round, my tem is the oppo and the motion is "money does make the world go round". we lost.

2nd round, we're still the oppo with the motion "thbt Donald Duck should not wear pants". we actually won.

3rd round again we're the oppo with the motin "thb homework should not be ban". we actually won.
but i'm not one of the speaker. i'm being replace. cuz it's stressful.

unimaginably, with all of have zero x perience we manage to make to the final round and the motion getting harder : "thbt NASA should not get budget cut". we're the gov.

i was really paranoid and 'gedik' bcuz everytime the day of the competition came, i would be moody, stress and i will skip lunch. sakai, kan??

DO N XO

okey, so on the last day of school b4 the cny holiday, there is chemistry. surprisingly is on that day we are turning into chapter 2 but the teacher want to discuss first bout the hw that she gave to summarise what we learn in chapter 1. as usual it's the first period so  me  my friend is still sleepy. but i was x cited. while my classmate started the 'noddin' concert. why, bcuz we are discussing bout the collission theory and activation energy. so there is this part where we learn bout the energy profile diagram.

i'm so x cited bcuz it has the endothermic n exothermic. truthfully, i wasn't pay full attention as i've started to wander back through my memories. that two words reminds me on my australian trip. i actually enter their science class.

see how advanced they are. they say that it is their science class while they're learning sumting that i juz learn this year. fyi, they are one year younger than me.

COUNTDOWN

so, wats with the countdown. well, i don't remember when does this actually happen but it has happen. it was dinner time, so as usual b4 eating, there is a whole lot of pengumuman and birthday wish and congrats and watev. then we read the doa n eat.

right after finish eating, this announcement came out "attention to all ALACRIS, 292 days to SPM". i'm like literally choking my food. seriously, do they have to do that starting now. i immediately imagine that the three digit number will sooner be one digit number, the next thing u know SPM is 2morrow.

so........be prepared i guess, and its for me too truthfully i don't think i'm ready but i juz want to get over it quickly. but u do not want getting over with it quickly and badly so i have no other choice than juz go with the flow.

p/s : yup. ALACRIS is my batch name.......

WHAT'S A GIRL GOT TO DO TO BE ALONE?? part 3

the results are in. yup, my sis is oficially accepted into SESERI. surprisingly, she actually 'wants' to enter asrama. not to be a busybody or anything. i'm actually very surprised that she is willing to leave behind all her best girlfriends and boyfriends. doesn't she know that she will not seeking any male attention when she's in SESERI. now, i'm really curious the purpose of she accepting the offer.

seriously, i can't live with that. but bcuz of my mum. i juz can't argue with it. i say to my mum when she's in the same school. i will on the 'my business is mine and your business is yours' term. only if  (IF)  there is anything that she is asking my help, i will do my 'best' to do whatever she wants.

the most important thing is, do not be my dorm's junior. bcuz that is juz past the limits. same school is where the boundaries end, kay. so let's see what my future holds for me.

WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN 2014??

okey...so it's like another 2 hours till 2014. so i thought i write this as the last post to wrap up 2013....

as we all know this year is a crucial year for the '97...
it's ESPIYEM...

truthfully i'm a little scared. what makes me even scared is when my mum say to me "be prepared. kakak."

seroiusly, she has to remind me back. Why u ask???

you see it's like every year that i'm gonna face the exams of our life, there will be obstacles.

UPSR on 2009, i still remembered on the very last day of the exam, i went back to my hometown in my school uniform bcuz my great-grandmother for i do not know where does it come from, i called her 'nenek' instead of 'moyang', left the world, she has passed away. since, i was only 12 back then, i was like "owh...so that's why my dad left the house around 4 in the morning.."

PMR on 2013, my mum has been diagnose with one of the many type of cancer in the world.. i don't remember what's the name... it is really tough. i still remember the few days b4 trial starts, my mum was hospitalized then one day at skool, the office called me n my sis. then my father showed up. i dunno vas happenin', but one thing for sure, the kerani said to me to stay strong.
then the saddest part happen when i saw all my relatives is there n my atuk. me ny my siblings cried the moment we were called by the nurse saying "ibu awak nak jumpe".
then u don't want to know wat happen. it involved a lot of crying, wheelchair, praying, reminiscing back the past..

SPM on 2014 - never know wat will happen that's why i have to prepare...

p/s: my mum said that student who says sorry and ask for the parents blessing every day b4 entering the exams hall, will always succeed. i can do that but i don't want to enter the hall with tears... cuz i can't see their face, i can just hear their voice thru the phone.....

REMINISCING

So I went to Subway for dinner just now. On the way home, we passed by the whole new section of buildings right beside Aeon Mahkota Cheras. I see PappaRich, a gym and…… NANDO’S. I immediately scream, “ibu, ada nando’s nak buka, yeay!!”

I dunno whats got in to me but I used to like Kenny Rogers Roasters just because of its delicious Chicken Caesar Salad. But now, I’m into Nando’s. Maybe this has got to do with Australia.

Well, back in Melbourne. I was thre for about 4 days and I eat Nando’s twice. Once, with my foster family. Owwhhh… reminiscing back the moment, we talked, chatted about Islam, about the difference about us boarders and them, the weather of Malaysia and Melbourne and etc. over the tasteful Peri-Peri chicken as our dinner. Most important is, after that we went to my foster mum workplace which happens to be an all boys boarders school. The best part is when we met the school’s nurse and we had this conversation

Nurse : “the boys here are from everywhere, Japan, Arabia, London and there is also some boys  from your place, Malaysia”

Us : “no way, there is!!. Bet they are Chinese and  Indian, right?

Nurse : “yup… but there is one malay boy here.”

Me : *screams inside my head bet he is handsome and definitely richhhhh to go to a you-have to-pay-50-grand-US dolar  for a year.*

Us : “really, a malay. Great. But how can he……….”

Nurse : “don’t worry, the cooks here is Islam, and we do respect the Ramadhan although he’s the only one fasting, and there is a special place for him to pray”

Me : *man, that boy sounds great. Really wanna meet him. Hahahaha, like that’s gonna happen, c’mon it’s already night*

Nurse : “well, I really want u guys to meet this boy, but they have their prep now”

Me : “that’s okay, let them study. We understand. That’s us boarders do.”   *dang, so close*

The second time is the last day we’re in Melbourne. The teachers let us roam the MCS and we have to meet up at 10 pm. So that is one heck fun roaming the malls and shops with only your friends. For dinner, we decided to grab Nando’s as it is certified halal. In fact, all Nando’s in Australia are halal. It was fun sitting with the girls, taking silly pics, joking and play games.

So I think that is why I’m so into Nando’s. it brings back good memory…..