WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN 2014??

okey...so it's like another 2 hours till 2014. so i thought i write this as the last post to wrap up 2013....

as we all know this year is a crucial year for the '97...
it's ESPIYEM...

truthfully i'm a little scared. what makes me even scared is when my mum say to me "be prepared. kakak."

seroiusly, she has to remind me back. Why u ask???

you see it's like every year that i'm gonna face the exams of our life, there will be obstacles.

UPSR on 2009, i still remembered on the very last day of the exam, i went back to my hometown in my school uniform bcuz my great-grandmother for i do not know where does it come from, i called her 'nenek' instead of 'moyang', left the world, she has passed away. since, i was only 12 back then, i was like "owh...so that's why my dad left the house around 4 in the morning.."

PMR on 2013, my mum has been diagnose with one of the many type of cancer in the world.. i don't remember what's the name... it is really tough. i still remember the few days b4 trial starts, my mum was hospitalized then one day at skool, the office called me n my sis. then my father showed up. i dunno vas happenin', but one thing for sure, the kerani said to me to stay strong.
then the saddest part happen when i saw all my relatives is there n my atuk. me ny my siblings cried the moment we were called by the nurse saying "ibu awak nak jumpe".
then u don't want to know wat happen. it involved a lot of crying, wheelchair, praying, reminiscing back the past..

SPM on 2014 - never know wat will happen that's why i have to prepare...

p/s: my mum said that student who says sorry and ask for the parents blessing every day b4 entering the exams hall, will always succeed. i can do that but i don't want to enter the hall with tears... cuz i can't see their face, i can just hear their voice thru the phone.....

REMINISCING

So I went to Subway for dinner just now. On the way home, we passed by the whole new section of buildings right beside Aeon Mahkota Cheras. I see PappaRich, a gym and…… NANDO’S. I immediately scream, “ibu, ada nando’s nak buka, yeay!!”

I dunno whats got in to me but I used to like Kenny Rogers Roasters just because of its delicious Chicken Caesar Salad. But now, I’m into Nando’s. Maybe this has got to do with Australia.

Well, back in Melbourne. I was thre for about 4 days and I eat Nando’s twice. Once, with my foster family. Owwhhh… reminiscing back the moment, we talked, chatted about Islam, about the difference about us boarders and them, the weather of Malaysia and Melbourne and etc. over the tasteful Peri-Peri chicken as our dinner. Most important is, after that we went to my foster mum workplace which happens to be an all boys boarders school. The best part is when we met the school’s nurse and we had this conversation

Nurse : “the boys here are from everywhere, Japan, Arabia, London and there is also some boys  from your place, Malaysia”

Us : “no way, there is!!. Bet they are Chinese and  Indian, right?

Nurse : “yup… but there is one malay boy here.”

Me : *screams inside my head bet he is handsome and definitely richhhhh to go to a you-have to-pay-50-grand-US dolar  for a year.*

Us : “really, a malay. Great. But how can he……….”

Nurse : “don’t worry, the cooks here is Islam, and we do respect the Ramadhan although he’s the only one fasting, and there is a special place for him to pray”

Me : *man, that boy sounds great. Really wanna meet him. Hahahaha, like that’s gonna happen, c’mon it’s already night*

Nurse : “well, I really want u guys to meet this boy, but they have their prep now”

Me : “that’s okay, let them study. We understand. That’s us boarders do.”   *dang, so close*

The second time is the last day we’re in Melbourne. The teachers let us roam the MCS and we have to meet up at 10 pm. So that is one heck fun roaming the malls and shops with only your friends. For dinner, we decided to grab Nando’s as it is certified halal. In fact, all Nando’s in Australia are halal. It was fun sitting with the girls, taking silly pics, joking and play games.

So I think that is why I’m so into Nando’s. it brings back good memory…..

WHAT'S A GIRL GOT TO DO TO BE ALONE?? part 2

*read part 1 first*

2010 - Back to being the juniors again, Form 1 in SMKBBSL. The subjects multiply. And finally (sorta) wonderland  again. It’s a little bit more xciting as I’m so much farther than my sis like different school further. Mwahahaha.

2011 - Form 2 and guess who’s my junior-my sis. What’s more ‘fun’, we’re both KRK students. This is where the doom practically starts. Back in 2010, when I need to go wee wee, I’ll just get out of the teacher’s room (my secret lair,hahahaha) and walk down the hallway to the toilet. Now in 2011,  for the first time ever, I’ve  to actually make a plan. It really feels like you’re on a secret mission to the ‘toilet’. The time, weather, traffic, busy-ness, teachers, students, all of them is the important aspects of my plan. I mean seriously, it’s no fun to go to the toilet when you’re being stop for at least twice (that’s only to the toilet but when going back to the teacher’s room is another twice).

There will be tons of question : “eh, farizah. X balik lagi”

                                                “eh, ko kakak farihah kan?”  and again

 “dia nilah farizah, kakak farihah”   while others

“weh, farizah lah tu”  then ran away(I’m still puzzled though)

                                                “farizah, mak awak mesyuarat eh. Sini jap tolong cikgu”

                                                “ha, awak tolong cikgu anta buku ni dekat kelas ….”

2012 - PMR, baby! It’s stressful when u get a very fun history teacher and keeps saying “SM3 lagi terer, pandai dari SC3” (no offense). Even more stressed when u have to watch out 24/7. And also the ‘budak KRK sombong, x nak ckp dgn budak petang’.  Now, there is a whole lot of people know me as the ‘anak cikgu’. The funny thing was my mum always asking me, “ada budak kacau awak x, budak yg kls belakang2 ibu ajar 2, kalo ada ckp dgn ibu tau”.  That is the reason why I like to be in my secret lair (teacher’s room) all the time or the library doing my duty that is every Wednesday.

2013 - I’m in the upper form, the so-told-fake-honeymoon-year, Form 4. Well, it’s juz got worser every single day until the date  8 March 2013, that is my last school day in SMKBBSL (really sad). Without telling no one, on the 11 March 2013, I’m officially a SESERI student. So sad leavin’ but at least I’m alone without my sis, in a new school, a new friends, new ‘overdose’ sensitive teachers and a new environment.

DECEMBER 2013 -  My sis has got her PMR results. I’m feeling neutral, nothing much. Then right after that day, a DREADFUL PHONE CALL.  I got outta bed with my mum said “ angah, good news 23 dis angah ada interview”  and guess  WHERE IS IT???  At , (ouuhh, this is so hard for me to take in), the interview is at SESERI.

That’s it, my dreams gone. All my life I’ve been stuck to my sis, but when I get the chance being far, it will not last long. And now, I thought being in a boarding school will actually give me the opportunity to be FAR from my sis for a fat 2 years….  My dream is in the hand of the decision whether she succeed or not in the interview… WHY?? WHY?? WHY??

WHAT'S A GIRL GOT TO DO TO BE ALONE?? part 1

You see all my life I’ve been good, well kinda, but it’s true. I’ve never  kill someone and I haven’t break some boys heart.hehehe. okey, let’s juz cut the chase. Where should I start?? I know, let’s travel back in time to the year 2004.

2004 - it’s my first year of school at SKSBU. It’s the starting of life being a Year 1 student. I don’t remember exactly how the first day went on bcuz c’mon it’s like 10 years ago. One thing for sure I make new friends and I juz have to think about myself  ONLY  until..

2005 - I’ve grown up. Being in Year 2, u’re juz taking study to another level higher. It’s all juz another wonderland like last year only to be interrupted by some DARK CLOUDS. It’s no more bout myself ONLY… I have a sister to look after in Year 1. Well, at least I felt the freedom of ALONE last year.

2006 - I’m in Year 3 at a new school, SKTR. And yet the dreadful DARK CLOUDS continues…….

2007 - Year 4, new ‘yellow’ clothes. I’m a librarian. My wonderland  has freed from the DARK CLOUDS. Sadly, it didn’t last long…..

2008 - Year 5, a higher stake preparing for UPSR (and UPKK). And the DARK CLOUDS came haunting again. Me n my sister is in the same session. Ughh….

2009 - Exam year, baby. Feeling a little scared bout the UPSR. Continuing the dark cloud…..imagine of all the 6 years of primary school being stuck to your sis….. it’s sucks. Hoping it will end, no way!!

PROBLEMS

Greetings…my fellow cyberlings.

I know I’ve been a really naughty gal not updating my blog for a hell long of a time. Do forgive me…L. But at least I’m making it up by writing this know, right???. Truthfully, I have a lotssss of thing to write about, it’s just that the life of Nor Farizah, there’s gotta be some problems. There is time I have lotssss to write but ekkkk… I’m so far away (kinda) from the internet. There is also time when there is the internet but dang it! , my brain cannot generate the lotsss to write. Yup!! I tend to forget what I’m so xcited and want to write it on my blog.