RAYA HAJI

so, today's raya haji (n i still have the time 2 write this :).... ok. so i was very thankful. why?? i still remember like the past 2 or 3 weeks, the teacher said not to hop we will get holiday for raya haji, n bcuz of that i was a little bit sad, bcuz if there is no holiday meaning  its like 2 0r 3 months i didn't balik kampung. OMG!! i never didi that.

let's recall wat happen.
it was the pb after raya aidilfitri (i don;t remember the date), i was back in the asrama again, so b4 saying gudbye to my parents. my father told me to call my atok n nenek. i was alright, so....

calling my atok (it's a she but i call her atok)...
so i asked her the typical question-wat u're doing?, have you eat? n etc. then my atok asked me when i will be visiting her again. gosh , question that can lead 2 tears... so iwas like i'm not sure as not 2 hope for a holiday. then, she 'bebel', "dah 2, ko x balik lah raya haji ni, ko x nak tengok korban ke?. mak ko balik ke x, kalo ko dh x de ni, lepas 2 kalo ko x balik skrg , tah bpe bulan lg ko nak balik, hah... lepas 2 minggu depan nye ko mmg x balik lah, nak terbang dah, kat negara orang 2, jaga adab..., silap haribulan cuti skolah bulan 12 bru nak balik. adik  ko 2 nak pmr pulak, nasib masa raya haji 2 pmr dh habis, kalo x alamatnye mmg x balik korang ni. before ending the conversation i said : kakak tunggu dulu , kalo ckgu kata cuti kakak balik lah ye... assalamualaikum.  :(


calling my tukyah n tukmak
they're cool with it. but i'm in the sad tone say, i 'm not sure boleh balik x? they say : x pe, kalo x boleh balik pun, kakak blaja je lah, nanti tukmak dgn tukyah dtg tgk kakak dkt skola mcm ibu buat 2. i'm touched.

i'm very lucky having such great family. for atok i know why she reacted like that (bcuz she lives alone, so she feel lonely, so whenever me n mys siblings visit her, it would be chaos).