BYE-BYE BTR

last wednesday was my last time watching btr every monday to wednesday at 5 bcuz pmr is juz around the corner. i am so sad, devastated. waaaaaaaa (crying like crazy). i am gonna remember the last episode that i watch. waaaaaaa. btr u'll always be on my mind. RUSHERS WILL ELEVATE....


right after pmr has finish i will watching btr again and again and again.(back to the old habit).

UN-SOCIALIZING

when raya arrives, there will be tons of open house that is organised by people around us. but i dont very liking what juz happend juz now. my sister's friend invited my family to her open house. but with my mother physical health my mother is definitely kind of being excused from coming. so i decided not to go, come on it is my sister friend not my. unfortunately, when i say i dont want to go cuz of not my friend n i barely know her, my parents is pissed off. they say "give some respect, they have already come to our house, and now u are very reluctant to go". (in my heart i juz say "yeah, of course, this isn't about respect. duhhh..."). another reason is i dont like being associated or socializing with my sister plus her friend. wooaaah. thats definite a big no no.

EID UL-FITR

yeayyy!! its eid. well u guys must having lots of fun raya(ing) at ur hometown. this year for the first time ever i'm celebrating eid in KL. its very different why??? u may ask. i tell u why. this is actually my 1 Syawal story.....     first, i get up wear my all new baju kurung trying various style of hijab (u dont wanna know how long it take). then eat AYAM PERCIK(my fav), after that waiting for all of my cousins, aunts, uncles, and many more. so u know after that there is a lot of forgiving, crying until the dustbin is full of tissues(juz kidding). then the very funny thing happen. if ur my fwen, u surely know what my problem is. i cant go beraya bcuz of my mom so i follow my cousin, abang yasir to his girlfwen house in puchong. i know i'm such a busybody right. hold that thought. i follow him cuz his parents(meaning my aunt and uncle) also following. when we arrive, food is served so i eat while watching jane by design on star world(hehehe). plus i also watch the sweet lovely couple(abang yasir n kak nurin)(man they're so cute). okay this is the funny part. bcuz next destination we're going raya is IKEA. get it ikea. i've never actually on the first day of eid go shopping(while wearing my "konyok" baju kurung). and for a girl like me i was like this is a fashion disaster. a really big disaster. but i  was not alone why bcuz there is a lot of other people there 2 and are in the same situation like me. can u believe it goin' to ikea on the first day of eid. btw its not only my aunt, me, my siblings, n abang yasir went to ikea. there is also kak nurin's family. looking at abg yasir n kak nurin walking in front of me while my brother is in the middle really reminds me that love is very powerful n beautiful n gorgeous n whatsoever.


p/s: i'm a girl so its normal for me to feel a little "jiwang" and loving romanticness that i see. dont judge me okeee.